Challenges & Obstacles

Letting go is so hard. Emotionally its one of the biggest obstacles. You have to face
the fact that things that you once thought was so simple are now just smoke and mirrors. The most comfortable feeling is now the most foreign and even the most heartfelt confessions are now the most disgusting things you ever heard. Right now, that feeling is all too real. I have to let go. Let go of the off and on obstacle. Let go of the confusion and the fear of another. I have to let go because of the hurt that comes with it. If you dont let go..the situation becomes a bolder that sits on your shoulders, mind, heart, and body. Could I let that be? Could I weather that storm like so many? I don't think I can. Nothing should be this. Nothing should be a obstacle or a challenge. It should be a hurdle. But, this 'letting go', this is something that is a mountain. Everything you see reminds you of that obstacle. Music, tv, movies, EVERYTHING! Memories won't fade and neither will the girlfriend. Mind playing tricks when you alone and you hear the rain hit the window at night. Remembering when those nights became yall nights. Remembering when the happy moments were really that.

Could you let go of something you knew was right for you but that thing didn't? Could you walk away from something that made you happy but at the same time made you cringe?

How about reaching a new chapter in your life? Your graduating! You have a new job to get! Your lease is up soon! You have to move to a new place! You go back down memory lane with a old flame! Can it work this time? Do you let it go?

All the challenges & obstacles..one thing is clear. Its life and decisions are made every day. Choose wisely.

-Duchess

Morning Thought..!

I have finally decided that every morning, from now on, I'm going to share my thoughts for the morning. Afterall, thats the whole purpose of a blog is to express what you feel, right?

 

At 9:00 am, Eastern Time, right now,  I just got off work. As i sit in front of my laptop, I'm taking in every emotion and every thought. All glory goes to god for making this day and EVERY day an adventure and something to learn from. I thank him eternally for my love of music. It's my sanity next to writing. S/o to Drake for his music always allows me to go from a hurt place, to a reflective space, and also to happy space. Music is the reflection of the soul and I am honored to have an artist that reflects my soul with his gift. I just hope that humbleness stays with him as he still finds himself career wise and personally. Gotta love Drizzy...

Ok, so with all that being said....

 

HERE'S MY MORNING THOUGHT:  "Sometimes you just have to take a step back, breathe, and re-evaluate a situation. Don't let ppl knock you off your square and make u forget the bigger picture. Lets get money, lets get closer to god, and lets enjoy the time and days he gave us!" -Duchess ♥